Random thoughts! Don't take this seriously!
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If it didn't happen today, it won't happen tomorrow. Yeah! I know! There is no logic in what I said! Unfortunately, however hard I try not to believe that statement, that's how I really feel right now. So much for promises! I feel they're never gonna happen. But do I feel bad about that? No! I also did not fulfill my promises anyway. Serves me right, right? It's all coming back to me now. But do I really deserve that? Do I? Do I?
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Even the littlest things seem impossible. The big things are gone. No! They were never there. Now, you mean to tell even the small ones were never there? What's left for the taking? Nothing? Nothing! Yeah! Oh yeah! I know! I blew my chances! So is it true that we only get to have a fix number of chances? It looks like there aren't going to be additions. Poor me. I took everything already and I successfully managed to fail them all! Haha! No! It's not funny! But what can I do? Nothing!
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There is a conspiracy! I know that now. Or maybe not! Everybody's just doing the same without really meaning to! Opposing forces are doing the same things. Shouldn't that be something I should be happy about? Imagine, opposing forces are not going in one direction. Haha! Again, there's nothing funny about that. Will you laugh if you see opposing teams both rushing to get you down? Nah! I don't think you will! Or are you with them too? Oh, poor me!
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So what am I gonna do? Nothing! Just waste everything. They are wasted already anyway. Boom! Wham! Blast! Crash!
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But I have to do it quietly though! They shouldn't know! They'll spoil the fun. Haha! Whack! Poof! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Note: Hey! You mean somebody also wants to sabotage this post? Common! Give me a break!
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