I'm not in a good mood today. Not really foul mood but not in anyway near good either. I've been feeling this way in the last few days actually. Good thing is that not a lot of the people I encounter everyday see it.
Recently I've been getting frustrated and disappointed easily. My patience and tolerance to things are running low. I'm finding it hard to accept that some people, especially those whom you have high regard for, can disappoint you. It's easier to accept negative actions of people whom you do not believe in in the first place than actions of people whom you thought you can depend on.
The problem is that I am also to blame in many of these appointing situations. You see I have let these people believe that I can easily accept things and that I don't get disappointed easily. I have made them believe that I am an understanding person. I may have given the idea that they can always get away with anything they want. I might have given them the notion that I do not get affected by their foul actions. But I do get pissed sometimes. You don't see a halo on my head, do you?
This will pass. I hope. I hope it does before I do something drastic that I will regret later.
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